Wednesday, June 3, 2009

1101101

Periodical breakdowns seem to be normal...right?
I mean...
I'm making assumptions to the position I have based on the treatment I'm receiving...
Hopefully they aren't far fetched, I'm pretty pessimistic when it comes to things anyway.

Walking on an unstable path.


Does not compute.

Thursday, May 28, 2009

außer Betrieb

I will put my foot down,
Shut the world out,
Let my body drown,
To keep myself from hitting repeat.

I just hate that he was so capable so quickly,
I hate that it caught me off guard, the possibility to likely take place.
I knew there was something there, I didn't expect for it to construct itself while I wasn't looking.

Surprise.
You've been tripped.

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Faire la Bise

Things seem to be falling into place.
A form of stability even.

I meant the last request. I want to live my life, like we never co-existed with each other.
I don't understand why not let it go.
I'll never move back into a similar situation, my conscience won't let me.
I told you I was different.
I am not in a hurry to move on, I'm just moving on what feels right.
He feels right.
I'm happy, until I am reminded you still want to breathe around me.
I'm over you. It's sad that you don't understand that.


Wishes don't come true. They lift your hopes up, for a higher drop.