Thursday, May 28, 2009

außer Betrieb

I will put my foot down,
Shut the world out,
Let my body drown,
To keep myself from hitting repeat.

I just hate that he was so capable so quickly,
I hate that it caught me off guard, the possibility to likely take place.
I knew there was something there, I didn't expect for it to construct itself while I wasn't looking.

Surprise.
You've been tripped.

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Faire la Bise

Things seem to be falling into place.
A form of stability even.

I meant the last request. I want to live my life, like we never co-existed with each other.
I don't understand why not let it go.
I'll never move back into a similar situation, my conscience won't let me.
I told you I was different.
I am not in a hurry to move on, I'm just moving on what feels right.
He feels right.
I'm happy, until I am reminded you still want to breathe around me.
I'm over you. It's sad that you don't understand that.


Wishes don't come true. They lift your hopes up, for a higher drop.