Monday, April 24, 2017

Unstable thoughts

You know what is the most painful thing about it all?

That you existed... And met all my unrealistic standards. 

Maybe you're right. Maybe we are not right for each other now, and it takes a strong person to acknowledge that. Maybe we did dodge a bullet by stopping it now. Who knows. Maybe we were supposed to just be another stepping stone in life's lessons to each other. I don't know. 

I'm just trying to see the light in this. I've been envisioning letting things go to try and get some numbing relief. 

And the petty side of me is annoyed by not knowing what triggered the thought within you. I'm hoping you hurt harder and longer than I do. I hope you end up regretting it. 

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