Saturday, February 26, 2011

It's extremely hard to let go...

Even though I've done everything I could to fuck things up for good. Initially trying to save it did not make a difference, I realize all he wanted from me was ignorance. This is the hardest battle of life. I can't even focus on school or reading, or television, or my own health.

Maybe I need to follow through with everyone's advice and fu*k the pain away? Penny for your thoughts....
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  1. AnonFebruary 27, 2011 at 11:12 PM

    Letting go can be a bitch, but it seems like you're the one who wanted the peace of mind and wanted it all to end. Maybe this will turn out well at the end of it all, are you torn between being with him and being alone ?

    As for everyone else, how well has fu*king the pain away panned out for them? All in all, tomorrow is still a brand new day, no need to rush to anything, give yourself the time to breathe.

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  2. н α и đ ί c α ρ ρ ε đFebruary 28, 2011 at 12:02 AM

    And no. That would be a false, I didn't.
    The battle would be over-coming the situation.

    They've been swell with that experience. Breathing is over-rated. When one is given too much time to breathe in circumstances like this, one tends to become drawn into negativity.

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  3. AnonFebruary 28, 2011 at 6:28 PM

    My mistake, apologies for misjudging the situation.

    "It's been swell, but swelling's gone down ..." -Tank Girl (movie)

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