I've overcome the shock, and accepting stages, right now it's indifference towards the whole thing. What had to be done was done, although he kept pleading for friendship. 'Tis a hard thing to acquire after the ordeal, nor would I be interested in such since it would be of no benefit to me. He claimed it was an act of hate and lack of care, on the contra-ire, it is a middle ground for both of us. I said my farewell, he wouldn't do his.
Its been a month and a half ... biological clock, quit fu*king with me.
All this ending feels so peaceful, I can feel the exhaustion finally settle into hunger for sleep. 6am arguments were harsh to my schedule.
Side note: why remain anonymous?
I hear ya.
ReplyDeleteOf-course he would still want to be friends, it's safe to say, that based on how you've expressed your side of the situation, he's at a loss here as well.
If you're settled with things then that's all that should really matter.
As for that last bit, I'm not sure.
Interesting.
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